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Thursday, September 3, 2009 at 9:25 PM

i don't wanna say it. but seriously this is the last straw. FML. i only remembered the fact that i was allergic to bikes not the latex part. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. i'm having allergy contact dermatitis right now. i'm whining to my mum right now. i'm having a nervous breakdown on what to wear on my feet to school the next day. -freakout overload- my whining's going overboard but i CAN'T help it. i KNOW okay. stay away from me. i remember the first time this happened to me. FFFFFFFF. because of that i'm less resistant to latex. FFFFFFFFF. now i seriously have to stay away from latex. FFFFFFFFFFFML. my feet and hands are all swollen. if they come in contact with water they become more swollen. the soles of my feet are already swollen. and surrounding my feet are red dots(irritated skin) where the lumps/bumps are formed. THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY GROSS. so for the time being please stay away from me. it's good for my mental health and your already not-so-glorifying image of me. thanks.

and and BECAUSE OF THIS it caused me a nervous breakdown because i have DEP tomorrow. and i don't wanna keep pulling down my teammates. BECAUSE i know i'm one of those factors that pull down the entire team. i feel pissed. I CANT AFFORD TO GET AN MC RIGHT NOW. i cant skip school i cant i cant i cant. and i CAN'T SKIP DEP. I CAN'T. i'm so stressed because of this. FFFFFFFFFFFFML. and also because of this shit-allergy i've got, i've got to avoid latex products? FFFFFFF. i can't accept this. sorry. but at such a crucial moment where i need to do loads of physical movement...i get this? WTF? just the right time i needed to get this. awesome. totally. keep it going. like everything else isn't worse already. wow. -claps- great. just, great. 완전 대박이다. 

I'll play for you.