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Tuesday, September 8, 2009 at 12:42 PM

whaa i'm having a heartbreak. if feels so surreal when i read jaebeom's "resignation" letter. I CAN'T IMAGINE 2PM WITHOUT JAEBEOM. and and i dont see why the netizens are so ruthless. i mean i bet all the fans have already forgiven jaebeom. and even jyp allowed him to stay. i dont even read too much into what jaebeom said years ago. and i'm sure everyone in their lives has once complained like that by blaming and criticizing their surroundings because of their frustrations. and just because of an immature comment that he made years ago which he probably didn't mean, his career is already over in a year. and not to mention he's been training for YEARS to get where he is today.

I'll play for you.


Monday, September 7, 2009 at 9:27 PM

whaaa so many female bands debuting o_o. it would be a little bit sad if not all of them were doing so well. entertainment industry >>very competitive. just watched f(x)'s debut performance. felt bad for the one that looks like a guy. her fringe was SOOO LONG it was covering like more than half her face. it wouldn't be a surprise if her hair had been poking into her eyes all the while performing. and and i don't see how anyone can dance properly with hair in your eyes?! okay anyway. it was a bit disappointing. their performance wasn't really "WOW" and all. but it's not like i'm already anti. i neither hate them nor love them ^^v. way to go! so many bands....

I'll play for you.


Thursday, September 3, 2009 at 9:25 PM

i don't wanna say it. but seriously this is the last straw. FML. i only remembered the fact that i was allergic to bikes not the latex part. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. i'm having allergy contact dermatitis right now. i'm whining to my mum right now. i'm having a nervous breakdown on what to wear on my feet to school the next day. -freakout overload- my whining's going overboard but i CAN'T help it. i KNOW okay. stay away from me. i remember the first time this happened to me. FFFFFFFF. because of that i'm less resistant to latex. FFFFFFFFF. now i seriously have to stay away from latex. FFFFFFFFFFFML. my feet and hands are all swollen. if they come in contact with water they become more swollen. the soles of my feet are already swollen. and surrounding my feet are red dots(irritated skin) where the lumps/bumps are formed. THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY GROSS. so for the time being please stay away from me. it's good for my mental health and your already not-so-glorifying image of me. thanks.

and and BECAUSE OF THIS it caused me a nervous breakdown because i have DEP tomorrow. and i don't wanna keep pulling down my teammates. BECAUSE i know i'm one of those factors that pull down the entire team. i feel pissed. I CANT AFFORD TO GET AN MC RIGHT NOW. i cant skip school i cant i cant i cant. and i CAN'T SKIP DEP. I CAN'T. i'm so stressed because of this. FFFFFFFFFFFFML. and also because of this shit-allergy i've got, i've got to avoid latex products? FFFFFFF. i can't accept this. sorry. but at such a crucial moment where i need to do loads of physical movement...i get this? WTF? just the right time i needed to get this. awesome. totally. keep it going. like everything else isn't worse already. wow. -claps- great. just, great. 완전 대박이다. 

I'll play for you.