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What I Mean--through my speech and actions
Thursday, July 30, 2009 at 10:07 PM

"hello, what's your name?" - I want to be friends with you.
"what's your e-mail?" - I want to know you better.
"where do you wanna hang out?" - I consider you as my close friend.
"here's your birthday card" - I wanna continue keeping in touch with you.
-being lame/trying to tell jokes etc.- - I want to break the ice.
"zomg so loserrrr, man" - I'm joking with you.
"you suck" - I envy you.
"i hate you" - I'm jealous.
"you're a vacuum" -I really honestly think you suck.

"lol" -I don't know what to say.
"no comments" -I don't know how to reply because someone was probably being lame.
-nervous smile- -I don't want to be noticed.
-exaggerated actions- -(eg. reenactment) From my POV. I'm high.
-(tries to) avoid you- -You're just too scary/I think you dislike me.
-wants hugs from you- -I think you're very hug-able and lovable.(You're fun to hug!)
-looks upset- -I want to be comforted.
-cries- - I'm pissed to the max.
-totally ignores you- -I have a grudge against you. And I want you to apologize.
"so mean" -I'm just teasing, not whining.

I'll play for you.


Tuesday, July 14, 2009 at 9:08 PM

Currently I'm having my peak in public embarrassments. Read a story written by this guy; he writes really well, so descriptive and words and terms I would never think of using! Well, what do you expect, he's from RI LOL. Met a guy named Barker today; he's Adela's 'younger brother' or so she says. Haha quite funny though, they look about the same to me; same fair skin & good complexion(?) Oh, btw his real name isn't Barker lah, I forgot his name(or maybe I didn't ask) so I picked his nick from his school. Oh yeah met an ex-schoolmate of mine haha. Didn't think she'd remember me, and then later on when I asked her if she remembered my name she just walked past me LOL. She just came back from the toilet and was wearing earphones; maybe she was blasting her music like what Adela does :O hahaha heck lah. That's it, I'm NEVER ever gonna say hi to acquaintances. :D problem solved

optional to read from here on
A certain someone has been getting on my nerves. ahem. So at the dining table right, I felt like flipping the whole table with all the food on it and bending forward to point the middle finger in his face. BUT that's totally not my style;] AND I was NOT playing with my food, I was mashing the potatoes lah! Think whut I got nothing else better to do ah? Only provoking me more. And seriously if I die it has nothing to do with you; be it me dying of heart disease, liver problems, diabetes...IT'S NOT YOUR PROBLEM. Sure I know you're pissed I keep eating the snacks. Well, too bad. The reason is also partially your fault for not eating them for a long period of time. And, since you LUST for them so much, and continue as you are and not allow me to touch those snacks, why don't you continue to not eat it for decades? I can follow in suit. And then when you die earlier then me I'll remember to add in those rotted snacks into your coffin. "oh it's okay, I'm sure he wouldn't mind if you even replaced snacks over his dead body in the coffin and bury it. So you can just dump his body...uhm anywhere will do:]" How bout that? And why should YOU be complaining,YOU didn't even pay for it. So what RIGHT do you have to stop me? Oh boohoo, you can't even take care of yourself even. You've lost your wallet TWICE in a month in each time you've lost many important cards eg. club card,atm card,ez link card. Awesome dude, keep it up. Just don't forget to lose yourself as well. It's been hell knowing you.

I'll play for you.


Monday, July 13, 2009 at 8:49 PM

Kind of shocked that Jarod has so many fans :O. And I joined his FC too. Haha a thousand over fans :O oh oh and jocelyn even joined his FC too. I wonder if he's gonna be acting in any shows, idk maybe when my streaming year I can go stalk him LOL. Got better things to do la. And and he had a fan-meet?!?! I wanna gooo D: No offense though he still seems like a normal person the same usual Jarod before he debuted on stage and the same hyper one in primary school. Janelle says she wants to try out for the next campus superstar. So many friends of mine love singing ah, and they're really good :O don't question about me. HAHA.

HAHA Oh and Fatin you jealous right? I gotta get to sit beside a hot asian-european mix ;] don't sad lah HAHA your time will come besides nothing great. I'm interested in korean culture ;]

I'll play for you.


Friday, July 10, 2009 at 11:34 PM

Haha H1N1 is so awesome. Not in the sense that I'm sooou happy to get it. Just that there's no CCA for next week too! -chants-만세~!　ばんざい！WHOO! I'm really grateful for this week, especially after the really major mistake I made. I had a little hunch they wouldn't be able to take our crap anymore. Patience has its limits.
Never again will I ever skip DEP unless I have VALID reasons.
So people if you ever see me hanging around after school OUTSIDE the school premises around 2.15pm on Wednesdays,I implore you to chase me back into school. 

:D got treated to a Jap dinner by uncle K.A.! Thanks ah :D and sorry we drilled like a superr huge hole into your wallet which tore through your pocket. So generous ah, too generous :O but still man thanks!

I'll play for you.


Wednesday, July 8, 2009 at 11:45 PM

<3 이루마! His works are beautiful :] and I'm in the craze of River Flows In You after finding out the title of the song @ maysan's blog :D It's been two days since I've trying to perfect it. Ahem like I say lah, two days still can't play the last page right,so continuous D: Haha some people are like really good you know, then can get it right in like one day; some even an hour :O Can't wait to hear my teacher play it for me :D I like the way she plays, seriously it's REAL good. And I've never touched my piano for more than an hour for two days straight before. I'm still quite sure my playing sucks because of my slight dis-ability[; -in denial- yeahh obviously it's also cause I don't practice. :P 암마,최송해요. But I still want to carry on cause it's fun.[: 

I'll play for you.


at 12:01 AM

TIARA! Be proudddd very proud. There's a band named after you; T-ara(티-아라) Lol the members are pretty but seriously I can't tell them apart for nuts! Go go! Go try your luck!

I'll play for you.


Tuesday, July 7, 2009 at 9:55 PM

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. I just started revising for my Math test tomorrow. AHHHHH OMG OMG OMG i just realised i should have revised earlier i have to many questions on how to answer the exam questions! AHHHHHHHHHH i only had less than an hour to revise six chapters AHHHH AND IM A BLOCKHEAD LAGI AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'll play for you.


at 5:45 PM

lucky colour today: ORANGE
the only person who guessed that right was Jess(:
currently I'm crazy over the song River Flows In You
if you have any comments on how old it is shove it up-
it's really nice D:
  Lord, please give me bigger hands, mine are seriously too small
           sure I wouldn't mind their size if only they didn't hinder whatever I do!

:O Tee has freaking green shorts! D: I honestly couldn't believe it luhh! Much to my disbelief, it was real! D: Tomorrow is one of my major Math tests. OMG, I don't feel like studying and I'm lost behind. ughh.

I seriously need more lucky colours.


OMG Megan Fox is freaking hot. I can't believe she's a Bi(like ahemtiaraahem). :O and she likes Rain WHOO!!!! YEAH MAN! Haha not to mention her face on Wiki reminds me of Sorority Life on FB.

I'll play for you.


at 12:21 AM



WHOO! I CAN UPLOAD PHOTOS! :D
guess who this is? :P I shan't upload the photo of him hugging his leg(:
omg, if I have the money($$) I'll absolutely buy pink converse shoes!
But if I don't suit the colour then why waste the fifty bucks?!
I honestly have the urge to try high-cut ones.
omg and if anyone can find out where I can find the same exact sweater as him,
I promise I'll love you for the rest of my life unconditionally :D
jk, I'm not that ambitious.

I'll play for you.


Monday, July 6, 2009 at 6:09 PM

LOL omg Mel, I can't believe you actually tried out the recipe from an ANIME. :O Though I don't remember what japan #2 is about I bet it was supposed to taste like really awesome. So, how was the taste? Was is accurately the same at in the anime?

I'll play for you.


at 2:47 PM

Haha OMG just watched All About You on Pops In Seoul. And I just confirmed one fact about dongho; he really loves pink. :O I just thought he probably had a fling for pink because I saw photos of him with everything pink. I actually intended to put up the photo on his birthday of him hugging his leg in his total-pink outfit(except for his blue jeans) and say: yes yes dongho, we all know you love your leg and pink as well(: BUT, I can't upload photos anymore D: Oh-kay and how I came to confirm it; Alexander said so XD. Hahaha so cute man, 'everything he has is pink etc. his shirts his shoes his underwear'

And I feel like I'm totally forgetting something. Tch, this bad memory is starting to hinder me.

I'll play for you.


GIRLS' GENERATION
at 12:04 AM


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예쁘지 안야? 난 소녀시대의 노래가 '소원을 말해봐' 
생각해 최고이다. 그는들이의 다리가 진짜 예쁘지 안야? 
-칠투하는- 제가 뚱뚱한 다리는 있다. 
:'( 그리고 그들이 키 있어. 난 그들을 어떡해 경쟁해? 
절대도 못해. 네 알게요, 날 소원을 말해봐: 난 키, 멎인 
다리는, 그리고 예쁜 얼굴이 하고싶은데!
I like their dance, but there's this certain move that I 
don't like. It looks damn weird lah. Despite this, 
소녀시대가 많이 사랑해주세요!(:

I'll play for you.


pigs are dirty?
Friday, July 3, 2009 at 11:03 PM

extract from class a few days ago and this is roughly the dialogue
'you all sit in class after recess right? And you even have illegal gatherings at the back of the class on the floor. How can you sit in such a dirty class?'
'we're pigs'
-.-" ...
-moment of silence-
'HAHAHAHAHA then the sec ones lagi worse. we pigs then they rats.'

I'll play for you.


at 8:44 PM

LOL been out so late for the past three days. And today I fell asleep in almost every period(4 periods for today) and even during drama it's all uhm physical activities. Gosh so embarrassing lol. And my limbs are starting to fail me right now, I have like freaking butt cramps lol. I can't sit or walk or bend properly. My body's muscles are all tensed up from yesterday's fencing lesson. AND I know for sure I definitely shrank by 3 cm. Other than being out for the whole day, i stood in the bus for almost an hour with my bag on and some person coughing in my hair. Tell me, annoying or what? My funds are running dry. My week's allowance already ran dry. -sighs- I should stop eating out seriously. I should be anorexic :D hahaha joking I can never be anorexic with all the temptation at home. Plus, I DON'T intend on being bullemic either. And my mother says I eat like a pregnant lady LOL. Noooou that's cause I miss dinner and I don't have breakfast too. HA! take that! That's my deprived childhood for you. Especially the part with really insufficient allowance. Pfft whateverr!

I'll play for you.


Thursday, July 2, 2009 at 9:50 PM

Haha, I just realized what I should seriously improvise on in my life; the way I talk and act. Okay, lah I admit, I'm freaking cute right? :D if you ever see this, sorry about the previous post. i probably sound all 'great and mighty' just for trying to speak up for my friend. but i mean i shouldn't really judge you since i don't know you. but i just feel that it isn't right. like it's against my conscience. and i just can't shut up. besides, it was the holidays! and hey, because of this matter i realized psychology isn't something I'd wanna ever take. And obviously everyone has ever experienced how one-sided relationships are right?(it's hard, that's why i try to make an effort. Duhh i get pissed/annoyed sometimes, but that's just part and parcel of life; not everything turns out how you want it to be.) I admit, I can't live without friends(thus, I'm probably considered 'sticky'). whateverr you call it. And you're really good at quoting i must say. Haha and no point in me trying to find proof, I'm flunking in History. And yes, I am quite blind, so I have ideas on getting lasik :D how does that sound?

OHHHH MY GOSHHH. FENCING WAS FREAKING FUNN AS [blank]. Haha no, really it was fun. People out there reading this, should really learn. Haha, and thanks ah Tiara, you made me waste a load of practicing time -.-". DESPITE Fatin telling you "we're gonna finish soon". Please don't do that again D: AND YOU REALLY SERIOUSLY HAVE TO TEACH ME AGAIN&AGAIN AND I HATE YOU! :D OH OH AND WAIT A MINUTE!! :D thanks!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!
you're 14 right now, too! CONGRATULATIONS!

LOL so childish, my whole family is watching enchanted for the second time. i missed out on all the fun D: and omg, rain is sooooo awesome xD I bet his tease really made the actresses excited (but God only know in what way)

I'll play for you.