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Tuesday, October 27, 2009 at 11:16 PM

people probably dont know this, but i am a FREAKING HUGE FAN OF AIR GEAR. and i'm like seriously dying for a second season coming out. but i heard that they didnt make a second season cause the anime wasnt that popular in japan. wtf? WHYYYY NOT?! anyway given the advances in technology so far, im sure there might be real air trecks in future? but being able to "fly", i still highly doubt so, that it's possible. but still, it's great to dream. whaaa if there really did have them already, i'd buy them :P. looks fun. PLUS I LOVE THE SOUNDTRACK OF THE ANIME. im hooked on the theme song lah. -cries- i love the creator of air gear. that person's ingenious :]
people who love the OST can dl them from here ; KHDownloads

I'll play for you.


Saturday, October 24, 2009 at 11:50 PM

HAHAHA oMG MLIA IS SUPERRR FUNNYY OMG. read their recent posts and literally died laughing. i'll share the ones i personally liked:)
Today, I ate alone at the dining hall. I left my burger and fries at my table to go get a drink, and I returned to find it gone, with a signed picture of the Hamburglar in its place. MLIA
Today my litte brother (9 yrs old) told me a little girl kept sticking her tongue out at him. I told him to ignore her, girls are stupid. He then proceeded to tell me she stopped when he said, "Don't stick it out unless you want to share it." Best little brother EVER. MLIA
Today, I walked into freshman seminar and found out that we all were supposed present our speeches, which I had forgotten about. My topic was "How to flunk out of college", so when the professor called on me I walked to the front of the class and said, "The number one way to flunk out of college is to not do your work. I completely forgot about this assignment, and do not have a speech prepared. Therefore I am a perfect representation of this topic. Thank you," and sat down. I got full credit. MLIA
Today, I accidentally said WTF in front of my strict catholic aunt. She wanted to know what it stood for, and, thinking of a previous MLIA, I told her it stood for With The Family. When I checked my facebook I noticed her status was, "WTF I love you guys!" MLIA.
Today, My grandpa got a cell phone for the first time. Instead of being all confused on how to use it, the first thing he does is prank call my grandma on the home phone while he was in the living room. I love my grandpa. MLIA
Today I sat on a bench next to an elderly woman and was crapped on by a bird. Cursing I got up and wiped it off. As I was doing this the old woman turned me around and said in a serious tone, "just be thankful that cows don't fly." I now have a whole new perspective on life. MLIA 
Today, my 6 year old cousin asked me a question in which I answered. But right after I did, she twisted her watch back a minute and asked me again, I told her the exact answer again. And she said "Yes! I WENT BACK IN TIME" She's going places MLIA
Today, I took the last tissue out of my tissue box, laying at the bottom of the box was a $2 coin. Thank you tissue fairy, you made my day. MLIA
Today, I was cleaning the outside windows of my house. I couldn't reach the top of the windows. I went to the store and got some water balloons, filled them with cleaning solution and proceeded to throw them at my house. The windows are very clean now. MLIA 
Yesterday, I was watching a TV show in which someone "absorbed" their twin in the womb. Me and my sister managed to convince our younger brother that he had done the same and were surprised to find he actually believed us, screaming "I ATE MY TWIN?!" He's 22. MLIA.
Yesterday, at lunch, I was ranting to my friends about how much I hate Miley Cyrus and how pathetic she is. Little did I know, my teacher was behind me. Going to a strict catholic school, I expected a scolding. Instead, my elderly teacher added in a hushed voice, "She's a slut!". MLIA.
Today, I witnessed my 7-year-old sister standing up to a bully at the playground, who was making fun of her aSian eyes. Before I could get there to stop him, my sister kicked the kid in the balls, and stood over him saying "Yeah, my eyes are squinty, but you can't have kids anymore. Loser." I feel she will do great things in the future. MLIA.
Today, my friends and I were discussing what color we would be if we were crayons. One of my friends said "I'm not a crayon, so why does it matter?" Her last name is Marhker. MLIA
Today, I went up to my band teacher and said "I can't play today because my pad fell out" meaning the cork pads under the keys. His response? "You should go to the nurse, they have extras" I'm a guy. New favorite teacher. MLIA
Today, I went toaster shopping since my old one broke, I saw two on sale toasters, one ordinary toaster and one children's toaster that imprints the Batman logo onto the bread. I'm satisfied with my purchase, I now make Batman bread constantly. MLIA.
Today, I was babysitting my neighbor's six year old daughter. Dora The Explorer was on, and in the episode, there was a giant egg. When it hatched, a baby dinosaur came out and Boots the monkey asked "Is it a baby cow?". The little girl yelled "No, you dumbass!" then looked at me guiltily. I high fived her. MLIA
Today, I got my biology test back. Knowing that my professor loves his cats, I had doodled a cat playing in leaves on the back, and written "shameless attempt at extra credit" with an arrow pointing to the cat. On the front of my test, he wrote "+3 points for Kitty." MLIA
Today, my teacher told us a story about one of her ex-students. Whilst sitting for his final-year English paper (to write an essay), he chose the title "What is the most daring thing you have done?", and handed up a paper that was blank except for two words: "This is." He got an A. My teacher then proceeded to tell us not to do that for the exam. MLIA.
Today,we had "deaf day" for my American Sign Language class. We had to wear ear plugs and couldn't talk. I wanted to talk to my friend and ended up being late to class. I wrote a note and handed it to my ASL teacher. "It read: Sorry, I did not hear the bell." Needless to say, I didn't get marked tardy. MLIA
Today, I was shopping at the grocery store. I work at a competing grocery store in the area. I was feeling bad for not shopping at my store, when I saw my manager at the end of the isle with a shopping cart. We passed each other, without a word, pretending not to see each other. MLIA
Today, I saw a sign that said "breathing metropolitan air can reduce your life by 2-3 years". I would imagine that not breathing would reduce it considerably more. MLIA
Today while at Walmart, I saw a young boy sneak a box of condoms into an elderly lady's cart right before she checked out. When she found the box, she looked at it then shrugged and said she was running low. The look on the boy's face? Priceless. MLIA
Today, I was face painting at a carnival for my little brothers elementary school. All of the girls had been asking for butterflies, hearts, flowers etc. One girl walked up and as I began naming off some choices such as the generic hearts and flowers she cut me off and simply said, "A blue moustache please." Coolest kid ever. MLIA
Today, my roommate began a conversation with, "You know what's depressing about these animal crackers?... The tortoise and the hare are facing different directions, so you can't race them." For shame, Animal Cracker company, for shame. MLIA
The other day, my friends and I were coming home from Vegas. My friend had won a HUGE shark stuffed animal at one of the hotel arcades. When it came time to go through the airport security, he put the shark on the conveyor belt and the guy who was manning that screening station slowed the conveyor belt way down upon seeing the shark. He then started humming the Jaws theme while speeding up the conveyor belt as the song got more intense. MLIA
Today, we were taking a math test in class. We had to write the date at the top so everyone was asking the teacher what the date was. After about 5 or 6 people asked him my math teacher got fed up and said "The next person that asks me what today's date is will get 5 points off their test." One kid raises his hand and goes "What was yesterday's date?" MLIA.
Today, I was in my kitchen with my mom, my dad walks in with all his hair shaved off and said to my mom "Did you ever in your wildest dreams think I would get a buzz cut?" With no hesitation my mom replies "You're not in my wildest dreams." Picks up her tea and walks away. I love my family. MLIA.
Today, in my English class, a few girls and I were having a discussion about futuristic technology.We got on the topic of texting.One girl stated that they should make cell phone texting so that you could just simply talk into the phone and the other person would receive your message. I looked at her and said "That would be a phone call." MLIA
Today, my friend and I saw a table with a nothing but a sign that said, "Help yourself to anything on this table, but not the table." We took the sign. MLIA
Today, a balloon landed on my lawn with a note and 20 dollars inside. The note read "Dear stranger, Hope this makes your day." It made my year. MLIA
Last night, my boyfriend told me that there was an emergency, and to meet me at his house ASAP. Thinking something bad happened, I rushed over there. Apparently, the emergency was that he had too much ice cream and needed help eating it. I know I chose the right one. MLIA
Today I asked my younger brother what he wanted to be for Halloween. He said, "a pig. So that I can go up to people and demand they give me candy or else I'll give them swine flu." I think I will stop telling him he's adopted. MLIA
Today, I came to the gym at my university and discovered that the shampoo I forgot last week was still here. But now there was a post-it on it, which said 'Thanks!'.. 4 times with different handwritings and pens. You're welcome, pleasant-smelling strangers. MLIA.
Today, I went to Burger King. My friend noticed they had the crowns. One of the rules written on the inside of the crown stated that the person wearing the crown got what they wanted. So I put the crown on, walked up to the cashier, and asked for a vanilla milkshake. I got it. For free. MLIA
Today after reading an MLIA about getting a free milkshake at Burger King because they were wearing the crown, I decided to try it. I went up to the cashier, asked for fries and pointed to the crown. The cashier then put a crown on and said 'I want $1.32' and pointed to his crown. I paid him. Well played Burger King guy. MLIA
Today, our teacher was reading out answers to our homework. She was doing the usual "A" as in apples, "B" as in boys, etc. As she was saying "B" as in..., one kid running down the hall shouted "BITCH, GET BACK HERE!". She thanked them quietly for finishing her sentence, and moved on. I love my teacher. MLIA
The day before yesterday I received my permanent driver's license from the Secretary of State. The day I went to get my picture taken was superhero day (for homecoming week) at my school. Yes indeed, I am wearing a Superman costume in my driver's license picture. MLIA
Today, all Senior's were supposed to dress as what they wanted to be when they're older. After seeing 10 doctors and lawyers there was a kid dressed as a hobo. At least his dreams are easily attainable. MLIA 
Yesterday, I had a quiz in math. There was 9 questions. 1-8 were standard math questions. Number 9 said "Good Luck". At the end of the test I put "thank you". Guess who got an extra credit point? MLIA.
Today, I was at a Halloween store looking for a costume. I read the list of available costumes. One of them was Waldo, and I asked the clerk to get one for me. She couldn't find it. Well played Waldo, well played. MLIA
Today, I had Chinese for dinner, and my fortune cookie said, "Something nice is coming to you in the mail." During dinner, my mom texted me saying that she was sending a care package to me with Halloween stuff. I shall not doubt you again, fortune cookie. MLIA

Today, for a short story I am writing, I was looking up small towns in Colorado. I found one that is called Dinosaur, Colorado. I didn't think I could be more amazed until I zoomed on Google Maps and discovered 
that the streets are also named after dinosaurs. I want to move there now. MLIA.
Today, I read an MLIA about Dinosaur, Colorado. I live in Triceratops Terrace, Dinosaur, Colorado . You're welcome to visit any time. MLIA
One day in biology class, my teacher told a story about how a student got in trouble the day before and was told to write a 1,000 word essay. Instead of writing the essay, he drew a picture because "pictures are worth a thousand words." The essay was accepted, and the student was given full credit. Whoever you are, you are my hero. MLIA
The other day, my friends were practicing writing their name with their left hand. I wrote mine and they were all telling me how good it was. I'm left-handed. MLIA
Today, I told my friend that I was born without feet but doctors were able to take the feet off of dead people and make them into baby feet. When I showed him that my shins were a different color than me feet he was stunned and said “It’s amazing how far medicine has come!” I don’t think I will ever tell him that it’s just a sock tan line. MLIA
Today, it was picture day and I was looking quite snazzy. The lady taking the picture was counting 1, 2, 3.... and just as she said, "3", I pointed upwards with a disgusted face. Little did I know my friend who is above me in the yearbook did the same thing, but pointed down. Guess who is buying there yearbook this year? MLIA
Today, I needed to go my College Algebra class for a review day, but Jurassic Park was on. I really really wanted to catch the ending, but decided to get to class on time instead. My professor was late to class. His excuse? Jurassic Park was on and he couldn't miss the ending. MLIA
Today, our class asked our teacher if he had facebook. He said no, that he didn't need a website to tell him how many friends he had. Without skipping a beat a girl replied 'That's because you can count them on your hands'. I like her a lot more now. MLIA
Today, we had a test in Science Class. One question was "How do you delay the speed at which milk turns sour?". I didn't know the answer, so I wrote "Keep it in the cow". Full credit was awarded. MLIA.
Today, I put on a sweater I haven't worn in ages. A sock fell out of the arm as I got dressed. I stuffed it back in my pocket, running late. As I put my shoes and socks on, one of the socks ripped. Thank you, future-telling hoodie for saving me a trip up the stairs. MLIA.
Today, in my Health class, we were talking about habits that people start when they're young. One was thumb sucking. A girl in my class asked, "Why do girls suck their thumb more than guys?" My teacher was thinking of an answer when the most quiet girl in the class said, "Practice." MLIA
Today, I was singing "Yellow Submarine" in the dorm showers and when I got to the part with the echo, the person next to me sung it. MLIA
Today, my friends and I got an American History test back. Our study group had chosen to ignore textbooks in favor of Nerf Guns, and spent the evening before the test re-enacting the battles of the American Revolution in my living room. We all got A's. MLIA
Today, I was in line at the cash register at Kohls and there was an old guy in front of me. The cashier then proceeded to say "Have a good day" when the old man left and he responded "Don't tell me what to do." MLIA
Today, a hobo asked me for a few spare coins. I asked him if he had change for a twenty. He did. MLIA
Today, I threw away my old toothbrush after dropping it in the toilet. Since I did't have time to run to the store to buy a new one, I used the Star Wars one my friend had gotten me as a gag gift last Christmas. I discovered that it plays the Star Wars theme, complete with quotes from the original movies, while I'm brushing my teeth. I don't think I'll have any cavities next time I go to the dentist. MLIA
Today I changed my desktop background to a photo I took of the Empire State Building. Then I changed my cursor to a blue dinosaur. Now I can play godzilla on my desktop when I'm bored. MLIA
Today I got pulled over for going 18 miles over the speed limit, when the cop got to my window he asked if I knew how fast I was going, I knew I was speeding but said no sir anyway. The cop said "you were going 53 in a 35." I said "oh, I'm sorry sir, I'm Dyslexic" he looked at me and said "oh...I'm sorry have a good day." and walked back to his cop car and left. MLIA
Today, frustrated after unsuccessfully teaching my mom to text for the tenth time, I sent her a text saying, "If you are reading this then you have successfully opened a text message!" Nine hours later I recieved a text from her that said, "I did it!" I'm so proud. MLIA.
Today, I got on the bus to school like always. I was staring out the window and started to get a little nervous, because I didn't recognize where we were. I thought that I had gotten on the wrong bus until I looked out the other window and realized I just usually sit on the other side of the bus. MLIA.
Today, while looking at an amusement park's website, I found "Can I bring my light saber into the park?" in the FAQs. I thought it was a completely legitimate question. MLIA
Today, I decided to skip my sociology class, just because. I hardly ever skip classes, so I felt like a rebel. As I sat at my computer, marveling at my radical actions, I recieved an e-mail from my professor saying that class would be cancelled today. My spirit has been broken. MLIA
Today, in biology we had a coin flip to decide which team would go first for our Evolution jeopardy game. A girl on my team said we should choose tails, because animals have tails. I pointed out that animals have heads too. MLIA
Today, my college prof was telling us that the last three bonus questions on the test we were about to take were so easy that he would lay us on the floor and spank us if we got them wrong. The quiet girl in the back of the room whispered, "but what if you like that sort of thing?" MLIA
Today I was asking my kindergarten students questions. I asked, "What would you do if you broke a friend's toy?" A girl raised her hand and answered, "Put the parts together so it looks like it's fixed so that the next person who uses it thinks they broke it." I love my students. MLIA
Today, I asked my little cousin what he wanted to be for Halloween. he told me he wanted to be a cash register. I was confused so I asked him why and he said "That way when I go trick or treating, I'll say "sorry cash only."" I envy my little cousin's mind. MLIA
Yesterday I was walking with my mum when she complained to me that she'd seen a poster for a New Year's party....and they hadn't put the date on it. She wondered what I was laughing at. MLIA
Today I was on a bus and there was a man next to me talking on his phone. There was also a woman at the front talking on a mobile as well. It took them a good 15 minutes to realise they were talking to each other. MLIA
Today we were discussing the morality of eating animals in my Ethics class. We were discussing the food chain as a possible argument. My teacher asked if we (humans) were at the top of the food chain and everyone said yes. Then someone a voice from the third row yelled, "No! Zombies are on top!" The teacher shrugged and wrote it on the board. MLIA
Today, I got in trouble in social studies class. My punishment was to sit in a desk facing the back wall. We had to take a test where we labeled every South American country and its capital. Guess what was on the map I was now facing? MLIA
Today, my sister in first grade read Humpty Dumpty in class. When they had a question period afterwards, my sister raised her hand and asked,"If the wall was too high for Humpty to get down from, how did he get up there in the first place?" My teacher, mom and I are stumped. MLIA.
Today, I was bored in my health class. I wondered to myself, "I wonder if anyone really can read minds." I then thought to myself, "Hey! If anyone in this room can read minds, cough now!" The kid next to me caughed the looked over at me and smiled. I'm scared. MLIA.
Today, I was pulled over for going 17 mph over the speed limit. The cop was asking me routine questions about what might be in my car, and when he asked me if I had any weapons I informed him that I had two Nerf swords in my trunk. The police officer laughed, and proceeded to challenge me to a duel for the ticket. Guess who got off with a warning? MLIA.
Today, I went into Starbucks wearing a party hat I got in my chemistry class as a joke. As I was about to pay, the cashier said "oh, don't worry about it. Happy birthday!" Score. MLIA


you know what, i think america is awesome.

I'll play for you.


Thursday, October 15, 2009 at 11:13 PM

you know what. i really want to dedicate take a bow to you by rihanna. cause, you really deserve it. one day, you will get your just deserts. you know nothing but receive attention and not give attention. not in the least, one bit generous with you attention. you shun people when they approach you. because of your superficial actions people get baffled and dont know why you behave that way. but i've solved you---like a rubric's cube, hard to solve, but has a solution(formula). i've found the formula. so once people get to know what's beyond that innocent exterior, they realize how blinded they actually were. there's actually something beneath your twinkling eyes, kind of vague, but surely there is something hidden behind it. because of that, people tend to feel rather distant from you. piece of advice: you should really treat people better. or else one by one, they will leave you. you may think that, cause of how great you are and how so many people love you, that it doesn't matter how you treat them. since they love you, of course they wouldn't mind being treated badly. once you've lost interest you cast them aside and look for a new interest. 
you just caused the tension in me to build-up and let it grow by ten-fold. you're just simply amazing. really, as a friend i think you should at least change the way you take your friends for granted. it's okay how you treat me, cause i'm used to it. it's just unbelievable how you treat people who actually consider you as their close friend. i don't know what your excuse is, but whatever it is i won't except it. you don't give valid excuses. not now, not ever. 

i'm not bashing. i'm not scolding. i'm expressing inner thoughts(:

I'll play for you.


Tuesday, September 8, 2009 at 12:42 PM

whaa i'm having a heartbreak. if feels so surreal when i read jaebeom's "resignation" letter. I CAN'T IMAGINE 2PM WITHOUT JAEBEOM. and and i dont see why the netizens are so ruthless. i mean i bet all the fans have already forgiven jaebeom. and even jyp allowed him to stay. i dont even read too much into what jaebeom said years ago. and i'm sure everyone in their lives has once complained like that by blaming and criticizing their surroundings because of their frustrations. and just because of an immature comment that he made years ago which he probably didn't mean, his career is already over in a year. and not to mention he's been training for YEARS to get where he is today.

I'll play for you.


Monday, September 7, 2009 at 9:27 PM

whaaa so many female bands debuting o_o. it would be a little bit sad if not all of them were doing so well. entertainment industry >>very competitive. just watched f(x)'s debut performance. felt bad for the one that looks like a guy. her fringe was SOOO LONG it was covering like more than half her face. it wouldn't be a surprise if her hair had been poking into her eyes all the while performing. and and i don't see how anyone can dance properly with hair in your eyes?! okay anyway. it was a bit disappointing. their performance wasn't really "WOW" and all. but it's not like i'm already anti. i neither hate them nor love them ^^v. way to go! so many bands....

I'll play for you.


Thursday, September 3, 2009 at 9:25 PM

i don't wanna say it. but seriously this is the last straw. FML. i only remembered the fact that i was allergic to bikes not the latex part. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. i'm having allergy contact dermatitis right now. i'm whining to my mum right now. i'm having a nervous breakdown on what to wear on my feet to school the next day. -freakout overload- my whining's going overboard but i CAN'T help it. i KNOW okay. stay away from me. i remember the first time this happened to me. FFFFFFFF. because of that i'm less resistant to latex. FFFFFFFFF. now i seriously have to stay away from latex. FFFFFFFFFFFML. my feet and hands are all swollen. if they come in contact with water they become more swollen. the soles of my feet are already swollen. and surrounding my feet are red dots(irritated skin) where the lumps/bumps are formed. THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY GROSS. so for the time being please stay away from me. it's good for my mental health and your already not-so-glorifying image of me. thanks.

and and BECAUSE OF THIS it caused me a nervous breakdown because i have DEP tomorrow. and i don't wanna keep pulling down my teammates. BECAUSE i know i'm one of those factors that pull down the entire team. i feel pissed. I CANT AFFORD TO GET AN MC RIGHT NOW. i cant skip school i cant i cant i cant. and i CAN'T SKIP DEP. I CAN'T. i'm so stressed because of this. FFFFFFFFFFFFML. and also because of this shit-allergy i've got, i've got to avoid latex products? FFFFFFF. i can't accept this. sorry. but at such a crucial moment where i need to do loads of physical movement...i get this? WTF? just the right time i needed to get this. awesome. totally. keep it going. like everything else isn't worse already. wow. -claps- great. just, great. 완전 대박이다. 

I'll play for you.


Monday, August 31, 2009 at 9:39 PM

omg today i went back to my primary school. how nostalgic ._." i saw my primary 4 classmate. and considerately took note of his "admonishing" glares. yes, really nostalgic. it's been like i think four years now? looks like i've garnered myself a lot of hate from him. for a moment i was wondering why he was seemingly looking really pissed and all...and glaring at me...yeah that's when he made me remember what i did. omg. honestly, I AM SO SORRY J.P. back then,i was dumb and rash(i still am, but less rash). sorry if i sort of "traumatized" you. hope i didn't affect your hearing. gawd so embarrassing when i look back into the past. and i sort of remembered that ever since that incident, i don't think you ever talked to me. whateverrr. not like i needed it anyway. and i confirmed that you still hate me after i heard you telling your younger brother blahblahblah...,"...that (my full name)" fine be anti-(my full name) idc. but one thing i really need you and people to know is that, i really didn't mean to make you injured. I'M SO SO SO SO VERY SORRY. ほんとに ほんとに ごめなさい。정말 너무 진심이 미안하다. and even if you don't forgive(or hate) me it's okay. after saying this, i still don't feel any much better ._." this sucks.

anyway, i went to T3 to eat at popeyes. so filling. and YOU STUPID PEOPLE(tiara, laura and possibly kimbo) that keep trying to step my on feet. i swear the next thing i step on will be your face if you DO step on my shoes. and fatin, yes. you stepped on my shoes on purpose. be prepared to taste my shaolin foot on wednesday. oh and note to self: never ever eat KFC's mashed potato(sauce contains chicken fat).

oh yeah, the other day my mum was looking at a sparrow(it's small) and said how much she preferred the new zealand birds like seagulls cause they were bigger and fatter. so i commented: "yeah you love those big, fat birds cause they've got bigger surface area. thus making them easier to shoot down, right?" i'm so morbid.

the other day as well at my cousin's farewell party(she's going to ja-pan!) then my dad was like talking(with all the adults) about how indecent and perverse priests were back then and even now cause they like molest little kids. so i was like "chop it off lah" then all the adults looked at me, all aghast. and jasmine's like "huh, WHUT?! chop what off?" and she caught on a few seconds later, "ouhhh.. HAHHAHA" but seriously, if the priests themselves can't control themselves then WE help them lah. talk about a loving and caring community. and it's the root of the whole problem. so we just nip it in the bud lah. -.-"

I'll play for you.


Saturday, August 29, 2009 at 3:17 AM

got another one at mylifeisaverage.com
Today, I saw a drunk guy claim that he was George Washington. When asked for two forms of ID, he pulled out a dollar and a quarter. He wins. MILA<<< LOL?!
Today, my computer told me I didn't have the authority to shut it down. So, I unplugged it. I win. MLIA.<<Today, I adjusted the fry scale at work so the customers get more fries then they paid for. I feel like a crusader for justice. MLIA.<< ._.
Today, I met the guy whose locker is next to mine. He has a British accent. I now have a good reason to wake up and go to school. MLIA <Today, my dad and I had an argument because I didn't pre-wash a bowl before putting it in the dishwasher. He thought the dishwasher couldn't handle a completely dirty bowl, and I disagreed, so we decided to bet on it. I went back before the dishwasher went on and washed the bowl to assure my victory. He has no idea. MLIA.<Today I was eating a cupcake when the phone rang. I panicked and stuffed the entire cupcake into my mouth. I still don't know why I did that. MLIA <Today, while reading iPod insurance information, it said on page thirteen that the plan does not cover, "...lightning, static electricity, fire, acts of God or other external causes." I wondered how often God breaks people's iPods. MLIA <<Today in class my teacher was telling us how we could look at things under the microscope. His words were, "just stick it in there and play around with it." I laughed noticeably loud and half-whispered to my friend, "that's what she said" my teacher heard, laughed and gave me a high five. I can't wait to go back tomorrow. MLIA <<Today, I found a piece of a wrapper, and it said "Fun". I looked on the the back and it said, "Expires September 8." My first day of school is September 8. That's one smart wrapper. MLIA <Today, I was wearing a green polo, while eating a green apple on my walk to class. I passed a guy in a red polo, eating a red apple. We nodded to each other. I feel we connected. MLIA. <<Today I wanted to buy a Where's Waldo book. I couldn't find it anywhere in the bookstore. Well played Waldo, well played. MLIA.<<Today, I set my laptop background to a Where's Waldo page. Instead of writing notes on the class lecture, I spent 55 minutes searching for Waldo. The teacher pointed me out as a concentrated and dedicated student. Success. MLIA. <Today, I wore a shirt that said, "Everyone lies." Later, when a boy asked for my name, I gave him a false one. I felt this was okay because I had given him forewarning. MLIA. <<Yesterday, my math teacher said he would treat us like college students. Today, he gave us cookies for getting the right answer on our logic problems. Needless to say, I can't wait for college. MLIA <<Today I bought a mood ring. When I put it on it automatically turned purple. Looking at the instructions sheet it told me that purple means average. MLIA
Today I got my hair cut. I hate salon talk, so I made up an entirely new identity. I told the stylist I am going to Yale and majoring in comedy. She believed me. MLIA.
Today I was being dragged to my brother's college orientation. It was very boring until they announced the full name of the school, Furman University of Christian Knights. Acronyms are awesome. MLIA <

I'll play for you.


at 2:53 AM

HAHAHA OMG this is funny crap as found on fmylife.com
Today, I was driving past a farm that always has 4 chickens walking around outside. It always cheers me up to see them, but I couldn't find them. I wasn't watching the road so I didn't see when I ran over all 4 chickens. FML
Today, I got home from work, and saw a note on the counter my roomate left saying "Sorry about the basement." I then went into the basement, and found that it was flooded. My TV, Xbox360, mini-fridge, and couch were all destroyed. Good thing he tried to stop the leak with scotch tape. FML
Today, my sister came over for a visit. I was going to surprise her with the news that I had spontaneously gotten a cat. The first thing she told me when she came in was that she ran over my neighbor's cat. None of my neighbors have cats. FML
Today, I discovered that my parents rooted through our house looking for junk to sell at a garage sale. They sold all of my books from my bookshelf. When I freaked, out my mom said 'well you never read them'. There was about $300 hidden between the pages of those books. They made $60. FML <<< LMAO AT THIS OMG -died-
Today, I was sleeping with my window open like I have for the past week. My doctor told me that if I did that, my asthma would be gone. It was, along with my laptop, TV, wallet, watch, and the food from my fridge. FML<Today, after going to T-Mobile thinking my phone won't receive texts, I found out that my phone is perfectly fine, my friends just don't text me back. FML << HAHA. -roflmao-
Today, I was driving to work when a state trooper rammed into my car from behind, because he was on the cell phone and not paying attention. He gave me a ticket for "Failure to control speed to avoid a crash." FML
Today, my little sister recieved a fairy costume from my aunt. She put it on and waves her wand at me. She said,"Abra cadabra bibbity poo. I wish Sydney was pretty." When I did nothing, she put her hands on her hips and says,"Cant you just act pretty?" FML<<Today, we had bingo. Three rounds into it a group behind me started to yell, "BINGO, BINGO!". I looked around and saw no one was coming to verify that they had a bingo, so I turned around and said "Stand up." The girl was a midget, she was standing up. FML<Today, while at an amusement park my husband left me to walk with all of our friends because he said that I moved too slow. I'm pregnant. FML<<Today, I accidentally ran my thumb down the cheese grater while preparing lunch beside my wife. I instantly jerked my hand away from the grater just in time run my forearm across the knife she was using. I now have 20 stitches and 5 staples in my arm, no lunch, and a puking wife. FML<<Today, I found out why my 20 year-old girlfriend broke up with me. She was building everything she did to match her favorite TV show. The main character left her boyfriend in the exact way she left me. And the breakup email she sent me contained monologue from the TV show, word for word. FML<<Today, I went for a jog. While passing by my neighbor's house, their six year old son started throwing peanuts at me screaming, "I hope this kills you!" because I'm allergic to peanuts. FML<
hahah anyway i shouldn't post too much. but i totally laughed my butt off reading it

I'll play for you.


Thursday, August 27, 2009 at 9:14 PM

today was a total mess. i think i'm gonna be thrown into normal stream soon. i wanna get out of this stupid school. f---. now my mum just pissed me off. RIGHT after i just cooled down. so agitated. people. who. don't. do. anything. don't. deserve. to. live. to my group members[shan't specify which]: as a friend, i can't exactly say you're the best. as a member, you're a screw-up. i'm not saying I'M the only one not at fault. i have a part in this i admit. as a member, i also just screwed up. get lost i don't wanna talk to you people at the moment. awesome, right? 0(zero) for english radio report. radio report takes up TWENTY-FIVE percent of our overall marks for english. so to the person who said "oh, it's just small percentage lah. it's fine",out of a hundred marks, you already lost TWENTY-FIVE marks. so the most you can ever dream of getting is seventy-five. BUT what kind of person can score a perfect score in composition and oral presentation? not possible right? especially for me and you with this kind of standard. and, excuse me, you wanna lie/ make an excuse, MAKE A VALID ONE. cause, seriously the rest of your brain is actually fine. but who can think so if your brain is so retarded in the sense you can't make valid reasons(lies)? HONESTLY, i don't care if you lie, but just make it believable/your "reason" valid, i'll be happy with your bullcrap. seriously, i really won't complain.
bottom-line: you wanna lie, lie well/believably.
to future group members out there: if i you give me a stupid reason and act like it's so important, i swear i will drag you down to hell, regardless who you are---my friend or "best" friend.

chill.......-gonnafusesoon- chillchillchillchillchillchillchillchillchillchillchillchillchillchillchill. oh yeah, my day totally was not my day. my "not my day" days are more frequent.
1. stepped onto the wrong bus on the way to school.
2. [not to be voiced out]
3. i failed english overall. (radio report left me with a perfectly, round digit.)
kudos to everyone in my life, you're the best. mwah.


non-rant: made a new record of hugging for a whole minute. :D credits: fiona! <3

I'll play for you.


Wednesday, August 26, 2009 at 11:22 PM

note to self: snap out of it.

wishlist:
1. wallet
2. new shoesxzxz
3. note book

YUS i'm almost there. :D

today i went to liang's house. wha, i never knew she eats so much for dinner. and AND she stuffed me to become a stuffed pig. her mum's friendly and nice. too bad i can't speak chinese that well ._." anyway i forgot to thank her mum for the dinner D; THANKS ANYWAY! and this was the first time i ever ate soo much protein in my entire life. anyway i gotta go to school by myself again...-sobs- IDC i was seriously lying about the part that i wouldn't mind going to school by myself again tomorrow. i mean seriously what are the odds of seeing that person again. 1 out of 1000000000000...[to be continued] and i rather get more sleep than to see his face again -.-" NOW that i've moved to the first row. i feel reallyyyy pissed like WTF so what if i'm short?! i can still see and hear right?! and like when i sat down right, i was like "what the-!" THE DAMNED BOARD WAS LIKE SMACK IN MY FACE. it was so zoomed in it literally caused me a headache. like ugh. like seriously joanna i did not intentionally mean to deprive you of your "prized" seat. i'd rather have yours. and because im soo upfront, when i fall a sleep i'll like what? obviously i'll be caught right? "-_-" and i can't help it cause i'm sooo tired. and if only i were sent to school, i would have more sleep. AND ben, sthu oh what " oh wtf why does SHE have to be sent to school when SHE's sec 1? when I was sec 1 i had to go to school by myself until i was sec 2" oh okay lah. because of that i never stepped into the car since then. oh then this year what? "oh wtf, i didn't go to school by car when i was sec 2" BULLCRAP. oh then what next year if we still have a car? "ouuhhh, wtf i wasn't even sent to school when i was in sec 3" well, SCREW YOU BEN. because you never were in sec 3. you were in NJC and dad sent you there EVERY DAY, when you were in IP1 and sent you to school EVERYDAY EVER SINCE YOU TURNED SEC 2. so don't talk bull. don't purposely alter your dumb memories. i remember what i hate. just get that.

I'll play for you.


Tuesday, August 25, 2009 at 11:09 PM

lols. today i ranted all my frustrations to alzp & cherie. i felt mean after that. hahaha. SHHH. anyway, omg i had the shock of my life this morning. i think i have a new neighbor. never saw him before LOL. sadly i don't know any of my neighbors. no, never talked to them. yes, i'm anti-social. shaddup. :X i only saw one line to my neighbors. quite standard actually : "what floor?" LOL martha joyce was just laughing at me because of that.
2NE1 forever! :]

I'll play for you.


Monday, August 24, 2009 at 10:11 PM

someone was lying on me while i was sleeping during class. who was it? betterr own up ahh, you totally disrupted my sleep! >:l it was already bad enough that the table was HARD and DUSTY.

I'll play for you.


Monday, August 17, 2009 at 7:30 PM

Okay i just begged my mother to let me see a psychiatrist before i fuse my circuit or something. seriously people these days are getting really annoying.
one incident at KFC. i didn't ask you to change MY DRINK right? i only turned behind to ask my friend if either of them wanted to change with me. oh WHAOW and you get pissed just because of that. and then you act really pissed towards my friend? openly expressing your unhappiness. "service with a smile" dear. you ain't got that. you should be FIRED.
another incident at the bus stop. -innocently waits for the bus at the bus stop- i turn on my radar to see if my bus is coming or not. BUT there are a few fat-asses blocking my view. WHAOW AWSUMM right? so this girl thought i was staring at her. gawddd i have better things to look at hun. and she tells her friends>>friends look back and exclaim "OH.MAI.GAD. a NERD" -laughs- seriously so what if i look like a nerd it's not as if you look any betterr and i'm obviously so much smarterr [thank God] too bad you have a less functional brain than mine[thank God] oh and too bad you're "bigger-sized" than i am. oh no, but that's already in the FAT category. [thank God] well look at this : -points double middle finger- HAH! ah beat me up lah. come lah. i'll still look a hundred times better than you even if you mess up my face. shows how shit-ugly you are. AWSUMM. so here's my response to you "OH.MAI.GAD. a fat-ass! oh no, i mean a GROUP of them :O"

great right? aren't these sufficient enough reasons to get to see a shrink for anger management cause i seriously don't wanna trouble my friends :] MAWMMMMM I WANNA SHRINK NAUWWW.
oh yeahh i also learn how to solve a conflict in school today. really works you know. person calls me nerd. me reaction : eh *****, talking about me ah. whaaa you know right i feel SO hurt right now -sobs- please don't say such stuff about other people. or i'll rip your head right off. [but since i'm not strong enough^^] i'll break your neck. hows about that? gosh people are so considerate these days.

-smiles-^^

I'll play for you.


at 7:30 PM

Okay i just begged my mother to let me see a psychiatrist before i fuse my circuit or something. seriously people these days are getting really annoying.
one incident at KFC. i didn't ask you to change MY DRINK right? i only turned behind to ask my friend if either of them wanted to change with me. oh WHAOW and you get pissed just because of that. and then you act really pissed towards my friend? openly expressing your unhappiness. "service with a smile" dear. you ain't got that. you should be FIRED.
another incident at the bus stop. -innocently waits for the bus at the bus stop- i turn on my radar to see if my bus is coming or not. BUT there are a few fat-asses blocking my view. WHAOW AWSUMM right? so this girl thought i was staring at her. gawddd i have better things to look at hun. and she tells her friends>>friends look back and exclaim "OH.MAI.GAD. a NERD" -laughs- seriously so what if i look like a nerd it's not as if you look any betterr and i'm obviously so much smarterr [thank God] too bad you have a less functional brain than mine[thank God] oh and too bad you're "bigger-sized" than i am. oh no, but that's already in the FAT category. [thank God] well look at this : -points double middle finger- HAH! ah beat me up lah. come lah. i'll still look a hundred times better than you even if you mess up my face. shows how shit-ugly you are. AWSUMM.

great right? aren't these sufficient enough reasons to get to see a shrink for anger management cause i seriously don't wanna trouble my friends :] MAWMMMMM I WANNA SHRINK NAUWWW.
oh yeahh i also learn how to solve a conflict in school today. really works you know. person calls me nerd. me reaction : eh *****, talking about me ah. whaaa you know right i feel SO hurt right now -sobs- please don't say such stuff about other people. or i'll rip your head right off. [but since i'm not strong enough^^] i'll break your neck. hows about that? gosh people are so considerate these days.

-smiles-^^

I'll play for you.


Tuesday, August 11, 2009 at 7:36 PM

i just wonder why teachers give their students false hope. they should at least be more realistic right? "oh class, i know all of you have the ability and talent to do well and get distinctions." by the word "all", who are you referring to? the top scorers? even so, what you guys say are a load of bullSHIT. and you're a teacher come on, you should be helping your students to IDENTIFY their problems. if not they'll never be able to score. unless you think those who just don't get it cmi then cmi lah. "oh the test was set to your ability." wow. hmm i wonder. "set to YOUR ability" you can't be so sure right? it refers to each and everyone's personal ability right? so you can't be so sure because obviously, there are some who are below that ability level you set for us. so you can't just say empty words like that.
<3 history teacher is still the best. despite the fact i didn't score as well as hoped, you don't give empty words like that right? awsummm :] and at least you helped me identify my mistake. thanks seriously [no sarcasm whatsoever]

I'll play for you.


ZOMG SO FUNN
Thursday, August 6, 2009 at 10:57 PM

OMG TODAY WAS THE BESTEST DAYYYY EVERRR.

YESTERDAY
laura was talking about how she disliked this certain person/people with certain characteristics?
"she has a high-pitched voice"
"D; i have a high-pitched voice"
"no you don't-...she's whiney"
"D; i am whiney."
"but she's squeaky!"
"i'm squeaky too."
"no you're not"
-thinking:high pitched voice when whiney=obviously squeaky-"i am"
"okay. well you don't act like that when i'm around"
":]" HAHA. was trying to annoy you dear. i obviously know what you mean, but that's how i am too. LOL

TODAY
FREE PERIOD TODAY WAS AWSUM; played titi[<>O_O!!!...... i was like "NO NO NO NO IT'S FAKE IT'S FAKE!" and she sort of calmed down. haha she made(forced) me promise to like wash it off before stepping out of school. she didn't want people to call up the school. other then my friends watching me get a makeover, people who saw me that moment seriously freaked so imagine what would have happened if i really stepped onto the bus like that. oh and when i went down the staircase there were like seniors talking and blocking the way and then she saw me and her eyes progressed from ._. to o_o to O_O! and she immediately got out of the way :O i guess it looked really real. haha and my other classmate was laughing at me cause it looked really gross. then when i had to wash off the one on my wrist i was like D;! and tiara just scratched it off. then i went to church! :D auntie grace and pastor chua are like so nice, so nice i feel awkward. they offered me porridge. i politely declined the offer, but they were so persistent so i'm like "sure..:]" haha i actually ate porridge(it was the watery kind), i hated it but like i can't say no. usually i would leave loads of leftovers in my bowl. but i even drank all the water in the porridge. im not saying it sucked though, it just doesnt suit my taste. and so sorry chris about your ice cream, it was sooo good D;
after my drumming session i learnt How Great Is Our God from korkor/uncle wenhao. haha he kept criticizing my nails. tsk i know you very jealous lah! :D and then he started singing a song i think i heard it before lol but it didnt really ring a bell.
"so have you heard of this song?"
"uhm nope"
-starts singing song-"you sure?"
"uhh maybe. or maybe your singing is too off pitch that's why i can't recognize it"
-.-"....
then chris adds in sth like this "you should be more diplomatic"
"oh how about; your interpretation of the song is so good that i can barely recognize it"
-seemed more angered than before-
-LOL- xD
haha don't worry lah i don't sing well either. so i don't have any right to judge your singing :D and THANKS for being so nice for teaching me sth on the guitar :D YOU'RE REALLY GOOD AT IT. though you STILL haven't told me how long you've been playing it for. ahem ahem.

tmr's NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION!!! and i'm not looking forward to it. i'm only looking forward to the time we get let off. YUSS.:]

I'll play for you.


What I Mean--through my speech and actions
Thursday, July 30, 2009 at 10:07 PM

"hello, what's your name?" - I want to be friends with you.
"what's your e-mail?" - I want to know you better.
"where do you wanna hang out?" - I consider you as my close friend.
"here's your birthday card" - I wanna continue keeping in touch with you.
-being lame/trying to tell jokes etc.- - I want to break the ice.
"zomg so loserrrr, man" - I'm joking with you.
"you suck" - I envy you.
"i hate you" - I'm jealous.
"you're a vacuum" -I really honestly think you suck.

"lol" -I don't know what to say.
"no comments" -I don't know how to reply because someone was probably being lame.
-nervous smile- -I don't want to be noticed.
-exaggerated actions- -(eg. reenactment) From my POV. I'm high.
-(tries to) avoid you- -You're just too scary/I think you dislike me.
-wants hugs from you- -I think you're very hug-able and lovable.(You're fun to hug!)
-looks upset- -I want to be comforted.
-cries- - I'm pissed to the max.
-totally ignores you- -I have a grudge against you. And I want you to apologize.
"so mean" -I'm just teasing, not whining.

I'll play for you.


Tuesday, July 14, 2009 at 9:08 PM

Currently I'm having my peak in public embarrassments. Read a story written by this guy; he writes really well, so descriptive and words and terms I would never think of using! Well, what do you expect, he's from RI LOL. Met a guy named Barker today; he's Adela's 'younger brother' or so she says. Haha quite funny though, they look about the same to me; same fair skin & good complexion(?) Oh, btw his real name isn't Barker lah, I forgot his name(or maybe I didn't ask) so I picked his nick from his school. Oh yeah met an ex-schoolmate of mine haha. Didn't think she'd remember me, and then later on when I asked her if she remembered my name she just walked past me LOL. She just came back from the toilet and was wearing earphones; maybe she was blasting her music like what Adela does :O hahaha heck lah. That's it, I'm NEVER ever gonna say hi to acquaintances. :D problem solved

optional to read from here on
A certain someone has been getting on my nerves. ahem. So at the dining table right, I felt like flipping the whole table with all the food on it and bending forward to point the middle finger in his face. BUT that's totally not my style;] AND I was NOT playing with my food, I was mashing the potatoes lah! Think whut I got nothing else better to do ah? Only provoking me more. And seriously if I die it has nothing to do with you; be it me dying of heart disease, liver problems, diabetes...IT'S NOT YOUR PROBLEM. Sure I know you're pissed I keep eating the snacks. Well, too bad. The reason is also partially your fault for not eating them for a long period of time. And, since you LUST for them so much, and continue as you are and not allow me to touch those snacks, why don't you continue to not eat it for decades? I can follow in suit. And then when you die earlier then me I'll remember to add in those rotted snacks into your coffin. "oh it's okay, I'm sure he wouldn't mind if you even replaced snacks over his dead body in the coffin and bury it. So you can just dump his body...uhm anywhere will do:]" How bout that? And why should YOU be complaining,YOU didn't even pay for it. So what RIGHT do you have to stop me? Oh boohoo, you can't even take care of yourself even. You've lost your wallet TWICE in a month in each time you've lost many important cards eg. club card,atm card,ez link card. Awesome dude, keep it up. Just don't forget to lose yourself as well. It's been hell knowing you.

I'll play for you.


Monday, July 13, 2009 at 8:49 PM

Kind of shocked that Jarod has so many fans :O. And I joined his FC too. Haha a thousand over fans :O oh oh and jocelyn even joined his FC too. I wonder if he's gonna be acting in any shows, idk maybe when my streaming year I can go stalk him LOL. Got better things to do la. And and he had a fan-meet?!?! I wanna gooo D: No offense though he still seems like a normal person the same usual Jarod before he debuted on stage and the same hyper one in primary school. Janelle says she wants to try out for the next campus superstar. So many friends of mine love singing ah, and they're really good :O don't question about me. HAHA.

HAHA Oh and Fatin you jealous right? I gotta get to sit beside a hot asian-european mix ;] don't sad lah HAHA your time will come besides nothing great. I'm interested in korean culture ;]

I'll play for you.


Friday, July 10, 2009 at 11:34 PM

Haha H1N1 is so awesome. Not in the sense that I'm sooou happy to get it. Just that there's no CCA for next week too! -chants-만세~! ばんざい!WHOO! I'm really grateful for this week, especially after the really major mistake I made. I had a little hunch they wouldn't be able to take our crap anymore. Patience has its limits.
Never again will I ever skip DEP unless I have VALID reasons.
So people if you ever see me hanging around after school OUTSIDE the school premises around 2.15pm on Wednesdays,I implore you to chase me back into school. 

:D got treated to a Jap dinner by uncle K.A.! Thanks ah :D and sorry we drilled like a superr huge hole into your wallet which tore through your pocket. So generous ah, too generous :O but still man thanks!

I'll play for you.


Wednesday, July 8, 2009 at 11:45 PM

<3 이루마! His works are beautiful :] and I'm in the craze of River Flows In You after finding out the title of the song @ maysan's blog :D It's been two days since I've trying to perfect it. Ahem like I say lah, two days still can't play the last page right,so continuous D: Haha some people are like really good you know, then can get it right in like one day; some even an hour :O Can't wait to hear my teacher play it for me :D I like the way she plays, seriously it's REAL good. And I've never touched my piano for more than an hour for two days straight before. I'm still quite sure my playing sucks because of my slight dis-ability[; -in denial- yeahh obviously it's also cause I don't practice. :P 암마,최송해요. But I still want to carry on cause it's fun.[: 

I'll play for you.


at 12:01 AM

TIARA! Be proudddd very proud. There's a band named after you; T-ara(티-아라) Lol the members are pretty but seriously I can't tell them apart for nuts! Go go! Go try your luck!

I'll play for you.


Tuesday, July 7, 2009 at 9:55 PM

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. I just started revising for my Math test tomorrow. AHHHHH OMG OMG OMG i just realised i should have revised earlier i have to many questions on how to answer the exam questions! AHHHHHHHHHH i only had less than an hour to revise six chapters AHHHH AND IM A BLOCKHEAD LAGI AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'll play for you.


at 5:45 PM

lucky colour today: ORANGE
the only person who guessed that right was Jess(:
currently I'm crazy over the song River Flows In You
if you have any comments on how old it is shove it up-
it's really nice D:
  Lord, please give me bigger hands, mine are seriously too small
           sure I wouldn't mind their size if only they didn't hinder whatever I do!

:O Tee has freaking green shorts! D: I honestly couldn't believe it luhh! Much to my disbelief, it was real! D: Tomorrow is one of my major Math tests. OMG, I don't feel like studying and I'm lost behind. ughh.

I seriously need more lucky colours.


OMG Megan Fox is freaking hot. I can't believe she's a Bi(like ahemtiaraahem). :O and she likes Rain WHOO!!!! YEAH MAN! Haha not to mention her face on Wiki reminds me of Sorority Life on FB.

I'll play for you.


at 12:21 AM



WHOO! I CAN UPLOAD PHOTOS! :D
guess who this is? :P I shan't upload the photo of him hugging his leg(:
omg, if I have the money($$) I'll absolutely buy pink converse shoes!
But if I don't suit the colour then why waste the fifty bucks?!
I honestly have the urge to try high-cut ones.
omg and if anyone can find out where I can find the same exact sweater as him,
I promise I'll love you for the rest of my life unconditionally :D
jk, I'm not that ambitious.

I'll play for you.


Monday, July 6, 2009 at 6:09 PM

LOL omg Mel, I can't believe you actually tried out the recipe from an ANIME. :O Though I don't remember what japan #2 is about I bet it was supposed to taste like really awesome. So, how was the taste? Was is accurately the same at in the anime?

I'll play for you.


at 2:47 PM

Haha OMG just watched All About You on Pops In Seoul. And I just confirmed one fact about dongho; he really loves pink. :O I just thought he probably had a fling for pink because I saw photos of him with everything pink. I actually intended to put up the photo on his birthday of him hugging his leg in his total-pink outfit(except for his blue jeans) and say: yes yes dongho, we all know you love your leg and pink as well(: BUT, I can't upload photos anymore D: Oh-kay and how I came to confirm it; Alexander said so XD. Hahaha so cute man, 'everything he has is pink etc. his shirts his shoes his underwear'

And I feel like I'm totally forgetting something. Tch, this bad memory is starting to hinder me.

I'll play for you.


GIRLS' GENERATION
at 12:04 AM


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예쁘지 안야? 난 소녀시대의 노래가 '소원을 말해봐' 
생각해 최고이다. 그는들이의 다리가 진짜 예쁘지 안야? 
-칠투하는- 제가 뚱뚱한 다리는 있다. 
:'( 그리고 그들이 키 있어. 난 그들을 어떡해 경쟁해? 
절대도 못해. 네 알게요, 날 소원을 말해봐: 난 키, 멎인 
다리는, 그리고 예쁜 얼굴이 하고싶은데!
I like their dance, but there's this certain move that I 
don't like. It looks damn weird lah. Despite this, 
소녀시대가 많이 사랑해주세요!(:

I'll play for you.


pigs are dirty?
Friday, July 3, 2009 at 11:03 PM

extract from class a few days ago and this is roughly the dialogue
'you all sit in class after recess right? And you even have illegal gatherings at the back of the class on the floor. How can you sit in such a dirty class?'
'we're pigs'
-.-" ...
-moment of silence-
'HAHAHAHAHA then the sec ones lagi worse. we pigs then they rats.'

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at 8:44 PM

LOL been out so late for the past three days. And today I fell asleep in almost every period(4 periods for today) and even during drama it's all uhm physical activities. Gosh so embarrassing lol. And my limbs are starting to fail me right now, I have like freaking butt cramps lol. I can't sit or walk or bend properly. My body's muscles are all tensed up from yesterday's fencing lesson. AND I know for sure I definitely shrank by 3 cm. Other than being out for the whole day, i stood in the bus for almost an hour with my bag on and some person coughing in my hair. Tell me, annoying or what? My funds are running dry. My week's allowance already ran dry. -sighs- I should stop eating out seriously. I should be anorexic :D hahaha joking I can never be anorexic with all the temptation at home. Plus, I DON'T intend on being bullemic either. And my mother says I eat like a pregnant lady LOL. Noooou that's cause I miss dinner and I don't have breakfast too. HA! take that! That's my deprived childhood for you. Especially the part with really insufficient allowance. Pfft whateverr!

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Thursday, July 2, 2009 at 9:50 PM

Haha, I just realized what I should seriously improvise on in my life; the way I talk and act. Okay, lah I admit, I'm freaking cute right? :D if you ever see this, sorry about the previous post. i probably sound all 'great and mighty' just for trying to speak up for my friend. but i mean i shouldn't really judge you since i don't know you. but i just feel that it isn't right. like it's against my conscience. and i just can't shut up. besides, it was the holidays! and hey, because of this matter i realized psychology isn't something I'd wanna ever take. And obviously everyone has ever experienced how one-sided relationships are right?(it's hard, that's why i try to make an effort. Duhh i get pissed/annoyed sometimes, but that's just part and parcel of life; not everything turns out how you want it to be.) I admit, I can't live without friends(thus, I'm probably considered 'sticky'). whateverr you call it. And you're really good at quoting i must say. Haha and no point in me trying to find proof, I'm flunking in History. And yes, I am quite blind, so I have ideas on getting lasik :D how does that sound?

OHHHH MY GOSHHH. FENCING WAS FREAKING FUNN AS [blank]. Haha no, really it was fun. People out there reading this, should really learn. Haha, and thanks ah Tiara, you made me waste a load of practicing time -.-". DESPITE Fatin telling you "we're gonna finish soon". Please don't do that again D: AND YOU REALLY SERIOUSLY HAVE TO TEACH ME AGAIN&AGAIN AND I HATE YOU! :D OH OH AND WAIT A MINUTE!! :D thanks!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!
you're 14 right now, too! CONGRATULATIONS!

LOL so childish, my whole family is watching enchanted for the second time. i missed out on all the fun D: and omg, rain is sooooo awesome xD I bet his tease really made the actresses excited (but God only know in what way)

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 at 4:53 PM

IDK why the teachers are trying to find out what we wanna do when we grow up. Like, I'm only like FOURteen. Still, I'm not really sure what I REALLY want to do. My mum has like fantasies of me becoming a dentist to take care of giving her her crowns or something. She wants IMPLANTS my dear, it's not dentures anymore.-sighs-. And and ROUGHLY this is what I wanna do:
1. (ahemahem)
2. accountant(MUNNAYYE)
3. dentistry
4. (if I wake up) surgeon[specialist]
5. photographer(snapsnap)

Haha I SO know that right if I don't become a dentist right, my mum will like skin me alive and use my bones for her dentures.

And and Jess you're like making me feel worse in a way and damn high and happy-ish. You meano. First tell me his hand is bigger than yours, and then you tell me it's damn warm. D: RWAR! AND THEN, you tell me he likes 누나들이 more. Very hurtful you know. LOL

oh oh and here's my action plan for option 1. :D I shall continue learning drums, guitar and piano and then after my streaming I shall resume learning korean :D how about that? and then, audition for Fish & Chips Music :D

I'll play for you.


Monday, June 29, 2009 at 8:34 PM

LOL omg i remember just about an hour ago i was really pissed. but now i just just forgot at what. uh and today had to make a new email account D: i have like n gmail accounts already! i feel bad okay! and and those that DO know what the unknown in, shaddup. :D and OMG just cause my name is so 'unique' with an extra hyphen in the middle of my chinese name i don't know how to make my account cause the instructions didn't mention anything about hyphens.
and AND, OMG jess commented how seunghyun's hand was bigger than hers. :O....like her has is seriously soooou much bigger than mine. imagine if i shook hands with him. omg so high. and, to show an emphasis of how the sizes of our hands differ i shall get a drawing of our hands. my hands are so small! D:

oh oh and way to show your awesome FTI spirit huh? D:
"F-T-I-S-L-A-N-D LET'S GO!"
-pulling up my socks-
"F-T-I-S-" -tiara&jess suddenly stop and dispersed-
"L!-A!-N-d-..." D:.... 
LOL DAMN EMBARRASSING CAN?!
and and amanda, kudos to the way your answered that random stranger(: i was so moved. i could never speak like that though i know those facts. and AND today is..... a very special someone's birthday! :D
동호 오빠,생일 축하합니다!


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Sunday, June 28, 2009 at 10:01 PM

okay, the depression is kicking in~ HAHA omg sorry if i start emo-ing. i miss my hunnayye D: <3 i'm deciding to brush up on my korean too;] and~ today is a certain someone's birthday :D okay, and once again, i'm sorry for forgetting your birthday mel! LOVE YOU LOADS :D OKAY and i just remembered what topped of my depression with a nice bright red cherry on top. SCHOOL STARTS IN THE NEXT 0900. and i just realised my sista's coming back to SG on tuesday babeyy! awesummmmm! and and i almost forgot to mention this : BIG BANG LIVES IN LIKE A REALLY AWESOME HOSTEL. and i just realised G-D's got tattoos D;(안돼~~~~~) cool meaning to it though :P okay~ okay. i'm dreading going back to school. haha i remember i've got tons of homework but i dont remember which one so i didnt do any at all except for project work and online math tests. ughhhhhh, okay i wanna get a shrink to screammm at and watch him shrink in fear of my unpredictability. OMG OMG OMG I NEED MANGOES. I NEED A NEW BAG. I NEED A WATCH. (승현 오빠 보고싶다. 그는 하고싶은데) and jess in a way it's your fault for asking me to come along to the airport with you. it started out all with the airport. I HATE FEELING SAD. oh well, i'll guess i'll just sleep it off. and and a sudden switch of sleeping about 2-3+ am in the morning to sleeping at 12am, not exactly great. tomorrow's gonna be a sleep-in class for me D: okay and uhm:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN! 
i think you're like 15 right now right? awesomeee, keep staying one year older than me kay? it'll totally help :D

I'll play for you.


Saturday, June 27, 2009 at 10:31 PM

OMG, mean girls much. seriously kid, you wanna bash someone up online, do it to their face. AND honestly i don't see why you have to be so mean and exaggerated to get people to be on your side. AND just because a certain someone you don't want to be your friend anymore, DOESN't mean you can manipulate your mutual friends to be against her. AND now that she isn't your friend, DOESN't mean she'll spread your secrets right? unless you have, that's why you're so insecure. DON'T call people FAKES. until you know the real meaning of one. IF you're gonna continue living like that, one day, people will get tired of your constant crap. and no one will be there for you when you really need someone to lean on. why? ask yourself. go reflect on what you've done. you should treat people better. get to KNOW them better before you JUDGE them.
some people are sensitive, some are colder than you'd expect, some unreasonable, some are hot-headed. YOU DON'T MAKE FUN OF THEM OR LAUGH AT THEM CAUSE THEY FEEL 'OH,SO HURT' YOU DON'T RUB IT IN THEIR FACE. people who do that are inhuman. so, think harder, who's the person who's the real fake? if you still don't realise it, you're probably just in denial.


ANYWAYY OMG FTI IS GETTING HOTTER BY THE DAY! LOL watched them on gag concert FREAKING FUNNY CAN?! HAHAH and the way 왕비호 compared their stage to FTI's LMAO!

I'll play for you.


FTIsland leaving our shores
at 7:14 PM

oh yeah, jess confirmed for me yesterday that the guy with the dyed-brown hair, isn't minhwan. but SEUNGHYUN! honestly i didn't believe it, until i saw seunghyun's recent hairstyle. it was the same as the brown-haired guy. except, not black. LOL and i felt so disappointed i didn't see seunghyun, when my eyes were fixed on him the whole time! AHHHHH! and and i can't believe they have to leave today D: NOOOOU~
oh and jess kept telling me this morning that i should have flashed my message banner when FTI walked pass. because this fan dropped a balloon and seunghyun picked it up. and she told me i probably should have dropped my tacky banner as well. HAHA. it's a piece of foolscap paper my dear! he'd label it as litter(probably, if it were faced downwards with the empty side to his face). and not to mention, seunghyun was walking along the other side of the railings. so the fans opposite me would have a higher chance reaching out to him than me D:
these three days made me feel that it was so surreal.
FTI i hope you have a safe trip home(: and do try to come back again in december :D

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FT ON OUR ISLAND RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES!
Friday, June 26, 2009 at 11:09 PM

haha okay that was yesterday was too high to like blog though. ._."

YESTERDAY
learned how to play them drums :D got to see FTI! haha okay i DID write the message on a piece of paper in hot pink (marker) ink. BUT i didn't like flash it along with the other banners HAHAHA. i'm crazy, but not crazy enough :D. okay, here are the crazy things that i was crazy enough to do.
[x]stand on the railing
[x]scream my pitiful heart out
[x]write my message to seunghyun(on foolscap paper, did it on the spot. meant to pass off as a banner)
[x]cheered " F-T-I-S-L-A-N-D LET'S GO!" two times along with the fans :D
[ ]flash my message banner when FTI passed by
[x]ran to their van immediately i wasn't the psychopathic fan banging on their window, i just ran after jess :D i PROMISE
[x]became an official fan after the commotion(the screams could be heard throughout the terminal i think could it was really deafening when the real stars arrived. FT, singapore fans are awesome right? come again lah!)

okay after the few mistaken cheers thinking it was FTI, we had a few laughs. but when it was the real deal, man the girls went wild xD. for your info, i am a girl. like literally. there were more than a hundred girls. awesome right? awesome singapore spirit right? ikr?! and since today i love 최민환,too :D idk why though. oh oh i saw a pair of blondes like walking out of the gate we were surrounding. you should have seen their faces : what the-... who's the famous person coming? OH and this lady asked me who was coming.
'oh, some korean band called FTIsland :D'
'okay' walks off
really disheartening HAHA. they were wearing masks due to the flu outbreak and i think one or two were wearing sunglasses. gawdd cant even recognize them. i only remember there was this guy with the dyed brown coloured hair, cause his hair was so nice my eyes were like glued onto him. and AND he flicked his hair as he walked past me(so hot -drools-). haha, i think it was minhwan. OMG i can't believe i got to get such a close glimpse :O but not as great as the fan-meet lah duhh. haha. oh and one of the members probably got suffocated by his mask and lowered it till his nose. pfft. so cold you people, didnt even except those fans' gifts to you.
OH OH AND DO COME AGAIN AT THE END OF THIS YEAR :D

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FT ON OUR ISLAND
Thursday, June 25, 2009 at 2:03 AM

WHOO. Okay I felt a sudden surge of euphoria, and couldn't help but BLOG about it. WHOO HOO! -cheers- FTI IS COMING TO SINGAPORE TODAY! And I'm going to the airport to welcome them :D don't get me wrong I'm not their fan. HAHA. Actually accompanying Jess, and, at the same time get to see 승현오빠(:승현오빠가 서을에서 오다,싱가포르에 이르다. 잊에 느낌이 진짜 정말로 흥분해요. Like killing two birds with one stone. Haha and when they arrive, my plan is to shout: 승현오빠,많이 사랑해! 제가 핸드폰 번호를 팔-일-영-영-일-오-삼-일! 열락해! LOL just kidding. I won't do that. I'll be embarrassing myself, and it's obvious he won't contact me. HAHAHA. Tomorrow after seeing them at the airport, we're gonna stalk them to their accommodation, and then go for supper! :D
Oh oh the way Tiara ended her conversation with me today
Tiara:잊에는 끝
LOL like's she's breaking up with me you know, so abrupt. I don't really remember what she said to me word for word cause she kept speaking in korean. I only remember the last word for sure '끝' lol. 네가 우리는 우정 끝창내다 처럼. 그건인지 사실이야,넌 죽었어. >:( ㅋㅋ 농담이야.
I want to improve in korean! I wanna learn more on how to make perfect sentences! D:
oh oh WATCHED INTIMATE NOTE feat. Big Bang. SOO FUNNY! Much more funnier than when Super Junior were the guests. and i suddenly love G-D and jaebeom sooou much. But it's okay it'll be over in less than a week D:

끝너!

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Satellites are awesome
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 at 8:13 PM

I LOVE SATELLITES! Yeahhh!! Thank God for them!
Okay just got to see my childhood home from the age of 3 to 6. Nothing nostalgic, but i definitely remember the slope that goes down! HELLL YEAHH THAT WAS LOADS OF FUN! 

And and after school, we'd walk home (Ben and me) together. Sometimes, we'd walk home via the beach. Total awesomeness. I remember seeing a dead hedgehog lying near the curb one day. But in Singapore you'd only find hit-and-run rats. Gross. Oh oh I miss the playground that was surrounded by trees. 

I remember my school too! Gosh, I remember the library. Awesome library they had,seriously. They'd have colouring-in papers. And and they were most of the time pokemon. I used to have a friend called Brittany but I think I stopped talking to her cause I saw her talking to Ben. Then she sort of begged me to like eat recess with her. I probably said 'no' and she played tug of war with my bag with me. Which, resulted in my bag being ripped(it was just the handle, but whateverr it was soo tacky HAHA). I got really angry at her. OMG I WAS A MEAN GIRL WHEN I WAS FIVE.

And I so totally remember the TRAMPOLINE  at the back of my house! AND A TREEHOUSE. ALSO, I remember getting my first letter! And after that, I ran to the trampoline and jumped, jumped, jumped and voila! I lost my letter. BUT not to fret I got the same looking letter again. I was wondering how the person who sent it knew I'd lost the previous one. But now when I think of it, my parents probably just found it.

Oh and here's a video of hawwwwwt 2PM practicing(I got it off tiara's blog). I just love them :D AND the guy that's tying his shoelaces at his part is one of the guys I like :D For a fan, I'm really horrible, I don't know any of their names except for Junsu. WHOO! 많이 사랑해!

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Days of our lives
Monday, June 22, 2009 at 9:10 PM

Awesome, my day just keeps getting better and better. These people are very hypocritical to me. Their actions do speak louder than words. BUT the thing is, their actions contradict each other. They leave you in the dark on purpose. They don't know the meaning of 'simplicity'. They don't know how to get simple messages across properly. Or rather, even better, to not at all. Yes,a wonderful perfect world we live in.



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at 3:49 PM

Haha, my friends are all sending me links to vote for school to open another week later. YOU LAZY FAT PIGS are you like dumb? They'll make us compensate for the one week somehow, one way or another. Our country is very calculative.
And my primary schoolmate JiaRu, GET WELL SOON! May the Lord bless you, and keep you(literally). I'm still wondering how you got H1N1. My brother is dying to get it. Ah, he's just siiiiiick. Chung Cheng's got three cases already. I wonder how many cases TKSS has. I hope TK doesn't have any, we're all smart girls aren't we? :D yeahh!!
I think I woke up on the wrong side of bed today. Calm down, take deep breaths, and forget everything like how you always do. I've been a reallll bad sarcastic girl today. I feel bad, duhh. But not enough to apologize lah, seriously. I just noticed when I'm in a bad mood and when i vent it out on people i get really sarcastic. But my sarcasm makes me even more aggravated. Tsk. Whateverrr.
Talking to Hannah on MSN right now. Feels really great, I haven't talked to her in a long while. I miss primary school badly D:

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life's greatest exaggeration
Sunday, June 21, 2009 at 12:43 AM

AT THE BIGG HOUSE
it was bigg
my jaw dropped
and my phone shook in vibration
-GASPS-
yeah i was smsing tiara in hope she would kill my boredom
not be the root of it
she smses people other than THE ONE like a sloth
'ey ben our house isn't as big as the living room right?'
'no, the size of this house is the same square feet size of our block'

oh met new guy same age as ben
haha the way he spoke was damn hilarious
a bit like klar's except male-er
'waleou~ every morning got car show'
i'm not into cars
'got mercedes....one ferrari...BMWs....'
he did elaborate more but my memory card was too full
HAHA oh ben and that guy had neutral friends
one of them has this as her pm on MSN
'i'm dying because i'm too beautiful' (something like that)in french
freaking ego dudeee
'take me to Fort Canning in the night and kiss me' ?
THIS is what his friend told ben and the guy
same content different lines
this girl's really random HAHA

another case of another neutral friend
'her toilet is like a resort with all the pebbles and plants around in open-air'
'yeah these people are all siiiiiick'
'i wonder why she even has an MSN account she never seems to be online'
'her house is too big lahh'

okay i only remember i wanted to laugh like crazy
i can't remember at what though
watched THE TRUMAN STORY was really nice
i've just shared a part of 'life's greatest exaggerations'

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Saturday, June 20, 2009 at 2:24 PM

omg just turned to kbs world and saw this little kid singing in her OWN MV
the korean singers are just getting younger and younger by the day
her teeth haven't even fully grown yet(not that she's bogay or anything)
the name is i&(아이앤)
since i'm a bit upset due to the fact that she's only 12,
i'm quite sure tiara won't be feeling any different(:
그렇지, 티아라씨?
and AND i&'s pretty-cute yes i'm jealous LOL shaddup
this is her photo

oh oh and another thing, she's DEFINITELY taller than me, shaddup

my dad just invited me to his friend's house for dinner
he refers to the kids that're gonna be there as my "friends"
'they're not my friends'
'tsk. don't be anti-social'
to those who have watched the video in my previous entry,
yes, as you can see my dad, too doesn't want me to be anti-social
haha another point i missed out; not wanting to go
'why don't you wanna go? his house is really big'
'that's the point'
and as you all can see, i have an excessively-sociable dad
hurhur,i still don't wanna go there for dinner


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at 2:12 AM

HEY there! Does anyone know when Father's Day is?
Haha okay whateverr. Whenever it is, I just wanna share this really cute video.
Matt Koval is awesome :D

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY DAD! 
love you loads!

xoxo,
RACHEL

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Friday, June 19, 2009 at 11:50 PM

I wanna find wings
But this time I'm finding MY wings
This time I'm not gonna borrow my friend's wings
I will, I have to, I must

I mean I can't always borrow my friend's wings
to always run around the school, right?

quote from klarissa: SHADDUP

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Sunday, June 14, 2009 at 4:41 PM

okay, today was a really nice sunday(:  i think we had like a cell group session. hurhur.

oh you should really check out my milk toof by inhae. i absolutely love her creativity and admire her work. so, if you're into cute stuffs and stories i really recommend that you go to her blog. you can even follow her on facebook(: 

oh OH my mum's gonna confiscate Lappy after the june hols. NOOOU, my hunnayye say you'll stay with me! haha, i'm soo copying klarissa's style of talking(sorry). and AND after i came back from Lifegames camp, i keep saying "dude" and "man" worst exclamation-words everrr.

xoxo,
RACHEL

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Thursday, April 9, 2009 at 8:37 PM

today was uhmm okay(:
watched boys over flowers at tiara's
todays assembly was rather aggressive.
sec ones and twos competing with who did better in sec one.
hahaha immature much?!
but it was fun(: the koreans in the school performed nobody!
we couldn't see what the indian students prepared):
seriously! anw i just realised tomorrow is GOOd FRIDAY
and AND 2e4 got first for sports day again! WHOO
and AND for results we got first for something i cant remember.
HECK. till the next time BYE!

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009 at 9:08 PM

rachel has realised a shocking new fact about her friend.
he has a GPA of 4.3 [almost perfect score] jaw drop man.
i knew he was smart...but not THAT smart. especially with the fact that he's a gamer?!
he's not just any gamer okay, like a psychotic gamer. [games hella load]
ben only got 2+ pathetic and unbelievably surprising. haha
life sucks i just killed plenty of my brain cells today. i hate sbs. you suck.
HAHA oh and guess what?
tomorrow is, SPORTS DAY :D
i feel sad that this is my last year with my classmates:(
i think i'm gonna watch 17 again?
america sounds like fun(:

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009 at 11:46 PM

prince of tennis episode 64 is SOAWESOMELYCUTE

do you like school: somewhat after what happened today...
you favorite subject in school: science [topic: particulate model of matter]
why: science describes people really well.
your favorite colour: i don't have one that i know of
forte: telling lame jokes
tell me more about it: -lost for words-
favorite desert: ice cream & some more...
what are you thinking of right now: hokkaido ice cream i ordered this morning
last person you talked to: i can't remember
do you like that person: if i can't remember who it is i wouldn't know(:
what day is it tomorrow: E-LEARNING DAY!
is it special: yes and no
why: probably the day i will get booked the most for not submitting homework?
what hair colour would you like to try: haven't decided

SPG!(:
oh, my, goshhhh~ you so did not! -gasps-

haha zomg

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